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Thursday, July 14, 2005

Have u ever seen your handglove full of blood ..and dealing with 6 packs of 600ml of human blood at the same time . The table full of dripped blood, on the floor on the tissue ..on the scissor and everywhere u see...u see blood ..Platelet, plasma... those human gore stuff ?

ahhh...How i am thrilled with the fishy scent of blood. My heart pumping with adrenaline !!! Humm ...it should be taste nice...

I am facing those thing in my stern expressionless face like a murderer had finished his thrilling act of skinning a victim...blood spatter.. wipe away the last clue that can give away him to the justice. OR a professional life saving surgeon doing his patient brain operation critically ?

I realised that my job is imp. Any infocus act will result in switching wrong blood group to patient. Mati...

I felt so much control in what ever things I do now.
Last nite, I had read through some of the topics I wrote in my diary in sec days. I am indecision and procrastinating.It's a bad habit

Anyway, working in whatever profession...your quality work helps people in some way and other.
In my previous jobs, when people do appreciate your service, they smiles and feel contented...and me ... i can actually feel how they feel , as if , you were them. This is the highest level and secret of providing a high standard service. You must feel what they feel.

Now, if a person have accident etc.. losing a lot of blood , and his life is in critically dangerous situation. The surgeon operate on him , giving him bags of blood. The lst thing he wake..the lst thing he will see ..is the bag of blood hanging on top of him. How do u feel?
My mum told me that when she gave birth..it's a painful and blood losing like opening tap lor...she was given asestical .. the lst thing she woke up, is the bag of blood. She is wondering who is that wonderful person who had donated his/her blood and now running though me?

Blood to me ..is not gory substance. Not something that u seen after a bad thing happen. Not a signal of danger , not theaten ...not bad omen of losing a life.
It is a precious gift of life that a kind heart will give. An essential fluid that give others a second life..multiple life.

Blood is so wonderful.

Anyway , I got so much independent now.

At least I got silence. Ppl wil not bitch like mad abt anything(ok anything except me , juz get your ass outta my way)

President of France, Charles de Gaulle had said before "Nothing more enhances authority than silence. It is the crowning virtue of the strong, the refuge of the weak, the modesty of the proud, the pride of the humble, the prudence of the wise, and the sense of fools."

At least I am treated like a human being , not under scrutinizing by evil conspiracy of hawks . Like i am a preyer bunny. All record in black and white.So plain ...

nothing more meaningful (4 me ) than able to contribute to the quality healthcare area ...better life..with my adroit work.

Life is full of surprises.
Just yesterday, I was a cyber-bimbo.
And today, I am an cyber blog scribber.
One day, I was an abusable slave wrapped up by metal and fuel.
And the next, I became a sales bazz overworked underpaid staff and then a bloody lab officer.
I still feel like a traveller in transit.
Destination: Unknown.

After all, life is full of surprises

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